When I Decided
to Become a Writer
By C. Hope Clark
We ask this question often of
writers we consider ahead of us in this journey. For some reason, we want to
measure where we are in comparison.
I decided to become a writer in 1999
when I realized my soul was dying at the day job; it needed resuscitation
through something more passionate, less affiliated with form filing and paper
pushing. So I set out with a three-year plan to save my money, pay off my
bills, negotiate an early retirement that left me with a small pension, and
relocate if my husband so chose, in order to make up the income difference.
Then on September 27, 2002, I walked out of the Strom Thurmond Federal Building
in Columbia, SC where I worked, and I never looked back.
We moved a few months later from
South Carolina to Arizona then back to South Carolina, my writing ever mobile.
I morphed from a mystery writer to reviewer, then from a freelancer to an
entrepreneur with FundsforWriters. Today, I’m a mystery author, editor of a
website/newsletter with thousands of followers, and a blogger.
I’ve learned that this job never
sits still. It moves under your feet, sometimes taking you with it, sometimes
knocking you down. The Internet changes exponentially with improvements, or
setbacks, depending on your personal experience, so we never find our niche and
sit fat and happy anywhere. Sitting still is when we get passed by, run over,
and forgotten. Assuming you want to earn a living at this business.
“Don't ask yourself what the world needs. Ask yourself
what makes you come alive and then go do that. Because what the world needs is
people who have come alive." ~Howard Thurman,
theologian
While my 25
years with the federal government had empowered me to assist many people, my
flame dimmed, my enthusiasm waned. In my middle-aged life I had more to offer
the world than my small cog in a bloated
bureaucracy. My creative side needed an outlet. As an intelligent woman with an
ample supply of common sense, I knew I could logically navigate this path, and
it was time I tapped my right brain and make art, to make myself happier and
leave a better imprint on this earth.
Within a couple
of months, my college-aged son approached and said, “You act a lot happier now,
Mom.”
I teared up
once his back was turned. I was absolutely happier, which seemed to feed into my
family’s dynamics. That’s when I decided that life was too short to fear a venture
into a more passionate, more self-sustaining endeavor. Because what the world
needs more of is indeed
people who have come alive.
BIO: C. Hope Clark is author of The Carolina Slade Mystery
Series and editor of FundsforWriters.com, a website and newsletter service for
career writers. She has published in many freelance venues and speaks
nationally. She lives on the banks of Lake Murray in central South Carolina. www.chopeclark.com / www.fundsforwriters.com
Stella, much thanks for the guest appearance!
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